Monday, October 22, 2012

EMF Meter for Ghost Hunting


In the SPRG series, our Student Paranormal Research Group uses EMF Meters to help them with their research and documentation of paranormal phenomena.

EMF stands for "electromagnetic field," and they affect paranormal investigations in 2 ways:

  1. Research has found that locations with high levels of EMF (like buildings near cell sites for mobile phones, or locations that use electromagnetic generators for power) increases the incidence of hallucinations in people in the area. This includes visions of "ghosts."

    This is why it's important to find out first if a location has a normally high EMF reading.

    Besides the fact that it makes people see things, it can't be good for their brains.
  2. Meanwhile, in locations where the EMF levels are normal, it's been found that EMF "spikes" (sudden high readings on the EMF detector) often indicate the presence of a paranormal entity.

    This is based on the theory that spirits / ghosts are made up of energy (since they no longer have bodies), and one form of energy they use is electromagnetic energy.

In Voices In the Theater, you encountered Migs and Aris using an EMF detector, which they actually put together themselves using these 2 videos:



This detector uses lights to let you "see" the amount of EMF.



This detector translates EMF levels as sound, and allows you to record them.





Thursday, August 30, 2012

Voices in the Theater - Chapter 4

Names & Places



Fortunately, it turned out that Karen only wanted to get the research team together to discuss how we would divide the work, "...so we can cover the most material in the shortest possible time."
Even more fortunately, Vanessa told her she had another report group meeting to go to, while Richard just shrugged (a barely visible shrug, considering that Chynna had slinked arms and... arms all over him). So Karen said we would just meet on Monday, 5:00 PM, at the Conservatory.
I almost wanted to stay and talk to Sir Julius, but Migs and Aris already had him cornered. They seemed engrossed in a discussion of energy and light and frequencies and waves. It also seemed like their conversation was going to take more than five minutes, so I decided to duck out of the room before they noticed. Still, I felt Migs' eyes on my back just as I disappeared out of the door.
It was 11:15 a.m. I took the Metro to Buendia Station, then a bus to "Fairview, Ortigas Ilalim." I actually had no idea what those last words meant. All I knew was that if I took this bus, I'd be home in about 15 minutes.
"Home" these days was a three-bedroom apartment in this two-building complex called The Columns, which was right across the building where Dad works. This was also what brought us here to Manila in the first place: Dad had been assigned to manage his company's customer care center in the Philippines, and because it was a five-year assignment, he had the option to relocate and take us with him.
It was an easy decision for him to make, since Mom was Filipina and she really missed the place she grew up in. It wasn't such an easy transition for me. I had to leave behind the only friends I'd ever had and the only home I'd ever known. The home that held all my memories of Grandma Marie. But of course, none of my concerns really mattered to him. So about halfway through senior year they pulled me out of school, sold our house, brought us to this place, and had me home-tutored for about two months so I can get into university.
De La Salle University: the place where I felt like a freak, where most of the girls wondered if I'd already learned to shower every day, and where most of the guys assumed I was easy.
Until maybe this morning. This morning, the people I'd met seemed to have other things on their minds.
It was surprising. In a good way.
By 11:45 I was still on the bus, so I decided to text my mom that I'd be having lunch in Greenbelt instead of at home.
As soon as I saw the waterfall staircase of the Peninsula I prepared to get off. From Rustan's, I walked straight to the underground pass, emerged on the other side of Makati Avenue, then walked two more blocks towards Greenbelt.
The day was humid and sticky, the midday sun mercilessly fried my head, and I knew the brisk walk would further drench my cotton shirt with sweat and make it cling to my back. But I knew it would all be worth it.
Greenbelt, Makati was my real home here.
I remember reading this quote somewhere before:
"A place is nothing, not even space, unless at its heart a figure stands."
Back in New Jersey home was where Libby and I had sleepovers since we were nine, and Grandma Marie baked us cookies and smiled knowingly when we whispered and giggled about boys, and where I spent countless nights writing about dreamy Eric Taylor in my diary... only to find out he was such an asshole.
Here in Manila I was alone and displaced, the freak that everyone looked at and whispered about just because I looked slightly different. Many of the people were warm and welcoming, that's for sure. But a lot of them also held unfair stereotypes that often made me feel I was being judged.
Except here in Greenbelt, where about 50% of the regulars were just like me.
Here the shop names were more familiar, and most days—especially in the middle of the day, when people were still in their offices—the trees and plants, duck and fish, plus the waiting water combined often outnumbered the people. My head was quieter when there were more plants than people. And even when I could hear people's thoughts here, most of them were in a language I easily understood.
I went into Café Breton and took one of the empty 2-seat tables near the window. Before the waitress could give me the menu, I ordered my usual mozzarella cheeseburger and mango shake; the mango crepe would come later for dessert. I smiled as I thought about how this great meal was just gonna cost me five bucks.
In Greenbelt people's thoughts were also more relaxed, and it wasn’t as much of a headache having to listen to them.
Of course, it wasn't accurate to say that I had to listen to them. Thing is, I still don’t really understand how this thing worked. All I know is that most places I go to, I often hear people's thoughts.
There were times when I heard them clearly, there were times when the thoughts sounded muffled, and there were many times when I didn't hear anything at all. I had no control over it; it was just the way it is.
But what happened at that SPRG meeting during Eartha's story was something else. Something that never happened before, and something that I wouldn't wish to happen again.
Listen.
I automatically looked up at the sound, wondering why it was so clear. Usually it meant someone near was directing the thought at me. I looked around, but didn't see anyone looking in my direction.
Listen.
This time I swiveled around my chair to scan the whole restaurant. A man and a woman who both sounded French were sitting near the doors that led into the mall. A small family with an English dad, an Asian mom, a toddler, and an infant were crowded at a table near the counter. Several waiters and waitresses milled about, and two staff people were standing near the register.
None of them were looking at me.
But the voice was so clear. And strangely, I couldn't tell if it belonged to a male or a female.
LISTEN.
I actually jumped in my seat; the voice sounded so urgent. "Listen to what?!" I whispered involuntarily into the air. No one in the restaurant noticed. But the strange voice responded.
The voices. Listen.
Now this was really freaking me out. First that thing in school, and now this.
But unlike my experience this morning, this new situation didn't feel frightening at all. Of course having this strange voice coming out of nowhere and, like, talking to me felt creepy, but it wasn't scaring me the way those other voices did this morning.
Those other voices.
There it was again. But this time I began to understand. I was supposed to listen—to remember—those voices I wanted to forget.
"Why?" I whispered again, into the air.
Listen.
I sighed and closed my eyes. No, I didn't want to remember. But right now I felt like I was supposed to. Like there was something about what happened this morning that I needed to pay attention to.
No, I didn't want to remember. But I did. So easily. Too easily. And then I realized something...
There had been something in those whispering, sinister chorus of voices. In the middle of all their hissing, they were saying something else...
"Something important...?" I asked, as I scrunched my forehead up in concentration.
They were names.
My eyes flew open, startled. There it was again, that strange yet non-threatening voice, and it was answering my questions. Looking around, I still didn't see anyone who seemed particularly interested in me or even glancing in my general direction. I took in another breath.
"Names?" I whispered into the air.
Remember, the voice replied.
By this time I was 100% sure it wasn't coming from anyone around me. At least, not anyone I could see.
Taking out my phone, I searched for an available WiFi network and started browsing. When the Google search box finally came out, I reached out with my mind and tried to grasp at those distinct words—those names—that the genderless chorus of voices had been whispering when Eartha was telling her story.
Katrina Manuel.
I wasn't sure if that was a name. For all I knew, I could have been making it up. But I typed the name into the search box, enclosed it in quotation marks, and added “+ Manila.”
The search results were few, but to the point.
Katrina Manuel's body had been discovered by her roommate, her neck hanging by a rope that was tied to the ceiling beams of her dorm room in the University of the Philippines. The year was 1989.
I squeezed my eyes shut for a moment. When I opened them again I found myself moving more slowly, thinking more slowly. My mind reached out half-heartedly for another name in the memory of those whispers, while wishing I wouldn't find any.
Joseph Yumol.
I typed the words slowly into the box and added “Manila” again.
Three search results.
Joseph Yumol was 47 years old. He'd been working at the same bank for 20 years, climbing the ranks until he reached a VP position, but the bank had to downsize and let him go. His marriage was failing, his kids were still in college, and he still had 10 years' worth of car and house payments to make. One night he shot himself in the mouth, and his wife had a nervous breakdown when she discovered his body in their room.
I pressed "Exit" on my phone, and while it was erasing my browser history I looked away from my phone screen, wishing I could forget the words I'd just read.
"I can't do this,” I whispered, to no one in particular, to the air.
The waitress placed the mango shake in front of me, along with utensils and a napkin. The sight of the shake's thick yellow froth made my stomach churn. Not in a good way.
Names.
It was the voice again, but it sounded slightly gentler, like it knew I was upset.
"I can't.” I whispered back, shaking my head.
Listen...
I wanted to put my arms on the table and bury my head in them, but I would've toppled the shake. So I just turned my head towards the window, where the yellow sunlight seemed to wash every dark shadow away. "Please leave me alone."
The voice didn't respond.
A few minutes later the waitress served my cheeseburger. And when I'd finished my meal almost an hour later, she gave me my mango crepe. Still the voice didn't return.
I took one bite out of my crepe... then I took out my phone. It was like I couldn't help myself. I returned to the Google homepage, took a deep breath. When I closed my eyes another name was already there, waiting for me in my mind.
Mitchie Borja.
After typing in her name and hitting "search," six results instantly appeared.
Mitchie Borja was part of De La Salle University's theater group. In 2005 during her second year in college, she entered the empty Little Theater with a fan knife in her pocket. When her best friend found her, Mitchie had already slit her left wrist in the backstage area and was slowly bleeding to death. He tried to help her. But Mitchie's last words to him were: "You can't stop me… It’s too late, no one can help me."
After which she used the same knife to stab her own throat.

I went straight home after my long lunch. I almost missed my stop, because even though I was staring out of the bus window the whole time I really couldn't see anything... couldn't feel anything.
I refused to.
It was around 6 PM. when mom asked me what I wanted for dinner. Her simple question had me running and throwing up in the bathroom. She looked concerned, but before she could act all parental I told her to leave me alone and locked myself in my room.
Shit! I thought, as I dabbed a moist towel all over my clammy face. I don't want this. I really don't want this.
But at around 9:30 PM, when everything was quiet—which meant dad had gone to his office, and mom was probably asleep—I flipped my laptop open and went online.
There was one more name, I knew. One last name, one last story. After this I could let this go. I wouldn't have to do any more research; I could just tell Karen and the group what I learned about Mitchie Borja, and maybe this last person I was going to look up... but only if he or she died in the Little Theater too.
I closed my eyes, and tried to remember...
...ssppsssttspssttssspssspspspsssttspssttkatrinamanuelsspsppsssttspssttpspppjosephyumolssspssssppsssttspssttssspsssmitchieborjapsppssspssppsssttspssttssspsspssssandrewdavidsonspsssppsssttspssttssspss...
My eyes flew open, and they seemed to automatically lock on the building across our apartment, the building where dad worked.
Andrew Davidson.
That was the last name, the name in the whispers.
"What does this mean?" I asked the air, hoping for an answer but terrified that I would be heard.
Why was my dad's name in those whispers? Why did his name get lumped together with all those other names, all those other suicide cases... all those dead people?
Not knowing what else to do, I typed in "Andrew Davidson" and “Manila” in the search box, thinking it might just be someone with the exact same name as my dad.
Three results, all having to do with my dad and his company—which had lost three major U.S. clients in the last six months due to the worldwide economic slowdown.
"Davidson was expected to increase profitability by the second half of this year," the reports said, "But his deadline has passed and targets haven't been reached. Stakeholders are now on a holding pattern of 'wait and see.'"
"What does this mean?" I asked again, this time with growing anxiety.
Remember.
The voice was back again. Its timing was perfect; it was even calming, in a way. But I didn't know what else I was supposed to remember.
"Remember what?" I asked as my eyes searched for dad's office window, counting the levels by the lights on at each floor. When I finally found his office window, I realized he wasn't there.
Remember the voices.
I closed my eyes against the anxiety, and tried to remember.
The memory that came at me was frightening in its clarity.
...spsssppsssttspssttssspss... ours... ours... ours... hahahahahahaha!!!
My eyes flew open; I felt like I was drowning again. But this time I understood.
Those horrible voices were after my father.
After more than a minute of hesitation, I picked up my phone and called his mobile number.

Voices in the Theater - Chapter 3

Do You Hear Them?



It was like being underwater.
Everyone was moving so slowly, and even though they were opening their mouths, I couldn’t hear their voices. Except for the ones in my head.
Get out! said the first voice. It belonged to a distraught young woman.
No! Don’t do it… pleaded a guy.
Get out! This time the girl was hysterical. A sob caught at the end of her scream.
I looked around the room, at the faces. Every one of them was still riveted on Eartha, who continued talking.
I still couldn't hear her.
You can't stop me… It’s too late, no one can help me. The girl's voice was resigned and sad.
Please don't do this... There was love in the guy’s voice now. Please don’t… Nnoooo!
She's ours... she's ours... she's ourrsss...
The last words were cold, strange, a chorus of many voices that had no gender. I shuddered.
...oursss... oursss... ourssss...
They sounded gleeful, in a sick sort of way. I shook my head, wishing I could get their voices out of my head. But now their many voices merged into a sinister low chorus of whispering and hissing.
...ssppsssttspssttssspssspspspsssttspssttkatrinamanuelsspsppsssttspssttpspppjosephyumolssspssssppsssttspssttssspsssmitchieborjapsppssspssppsssttspssttssspsspssssandrewdavidsonspsssppsssttspssttssspss...
The hissing sounds were overwhelming. They filled my head until I felt like I was drowning. Stop, please! I thought desperately. I suddenly had a horrible image of myself tearing my ears out of my head with my bare hands. Please stop!
...ours... ours... ours... hahahahahahaha!
"...and so we ran out of there as fast as we could,” Eartha ended.
I looked up at Eartha sharply, and when I realized it was her voice I heard I gulped in a huge breath of air.
The hissing voices were gone.
Everyone was moving normally now, and I could hear their soft breathing. My own breath was ragged, but no one noticed, thanks to Eartha's hold on everyone's attention.
More importantly, my ears were still intact.
Eartha now flipped her long honey-colored hair. "Of course we still have to go there sometimes, but now we always make sure to go in groups. And we bring crosses and rosaries."
"What's a rosary?" I asked.
The heads now turned to me. Part of me wanted them to stop staring, but another part of me wanted this new situation, if it meant I wouldn't have to hear the chilling chorus of voices again.
"It's a Catholic thing," Lana told me, squeezing my hand gently again, in her familiar, friendly way. "They're beads that we use as a sort of guide when praying."
"So guys, do you think this should be your first case?" Sir Julius was suddenly all business, promptly ending the staring fest and getting everyone excited at the same time. I wondered if he knew I needed this distraction.
Migs was nodding thoughtfully. "Definitely. Especially since we already have witness accounts."
"Alright.” Sir Julius sat back in his chair, assessing us. "So imagine you are a professional paranormal research group. Your objective is to create a body of research that will help you formulate theories and test hypotheses about paranormal phenomena. What would you do?"
"Interview the witnesses,” said Aris, a half-smile on his face. "Not just for this incident, of course, but for the other, similar incidents that happened in that theater."
"Good, good." Sir Julius was nodding. "What else?"
"Wait, we have to question them separately,” Migs said. "We can't talk to them in groups. I want to see if their accounts are the same."
"Yes. And we should have standardized questionnaires, not just for this incident, but for future ones as well,” said Peter.
Intake sheets, he said in his mind. I had no idea what that meant, but I was glad I was hearing normal voices again, normal thoughts.
"I can come up with a questionnaire based on the intake sheets we have at the hospital,” Peter continued. "It can help us separate the subjective experiences from the objective observations."
"Cool!" said Lana beside me. She giggled a little. "This sounds so professional."
"Oh, and I want to find out the real history of the place!" said Eartha. She seemed especially stoked, maybe because her story was getting so much attention. "We can check the records, see if anyone really died there."
"What kinds of records?" asked Richard, his head cocked slightly towards Eartha. This gesture seemed to increase Chynna's pout.
"I dunno... student registrations maybe? Find out if we lost any students there in the past years?" Eartha shrugged.
"How about tabloids?" suggested Karen, and Peter nodded beside her. "A death inside a major university isn't something you'd easily find in respectable papers."
"Right,” said Aris. "We can Google for stories in the major papers... but I doubt if local tabloid stories ever make it to Google."
"Unless they're in blogs!" said Lana. Her face brightened. "I remember seeing a friend's note on Facebook; he’d typed up this whole tabloid article about a shootout that supposedly happened in his subdivision. He shared it with everyone because the news report had so many errors, and he was really mad."
"Good, this is really good." Migs was half-smiling now. "So we Google and do Facebook searches for our university's name, the theater's name, and the word death."
"Suicide," I said, before I realized I was going to say it.
The heads turned to me. Expectant, excited. There was no backing out of this one. I took a deep breath.
"The cause of death was suicide. It was a girl, freshman. In 2005."
Six jaws dropped.
"Are you... sure?" Lana was looking at me with a hint of alarm. "How do you know this?"
I was quiet for a beat. "I hear things," I said, simply.
I waited for them to react. For about five seconds.
Aris was the first to recover. "Wow! You must have some really good connections!" He laughed a bit. "I've been in this school for two years, and I'm totally clueless about what goes on around here.”
I sighed quietly in relief.
"You're sure it's 2005?" Karen asked.
That’s what I heard.”
This is incredibly helpful. Really narrows down our search.” Migs gave me another of his indecipherable looks.
Good job,” Sir Julius said, and caught everyone’s attention. I wondered if this was his gift—knowing when someone was getting uncomfortable from too much attention, and how to quickly divert it. “Let’s clarify the assignments now: Peter will give us a standard questionnaire by… next Saturday’s meeting? You’re okay with that? Good.”
Sir Julius started writing down notes; so did Peter and the others.
Now, while we’re finalizing the questionnaire format, Eartha sets up interview schedules with the witnesses, and maybe get the necessary permits for us to visit the Little Theater on official org business. You’ll be working with Aris, Migs, Gary, and Lana—they’ll be the ones conducting the interviews, so it’s best to make the introductions as early as possible.”
Eartha smiled. “I can do that, sure!”
Karen, Samantha, Vanessa, and Richard… you guys do the background research, give us a more solid story by Saturday. Now this is important. I need you to find out as much as you can, but you need to separate fact from fiction. Verify, clarify, and keep tabs on sources and references.”
Got it.” It was Karen who spoke.
Sir Julius glanced at his watch, smiled, then closed his notebook.
Congratulations, team. I think we had a very successful first meeting. See you Saturday, I look forward to your updates.”
There was a spattering of claps from the group, along with a few Yays. Then there was the collective shuffle of notebooks and pens being returned to their bags, and chair legs scraping softly against the wooden floor.
I sighed quietly, glad it was over.
The experience I had while Eartha was telling her story never happened to me before, and I had no idea why it happened now. Maybe because this building was really old? Or maybe that story was special in some way? Or maybe it had to do with the fact that the people who surrounded me now seemed to believe in the supernatural more than regular people did.
I had no idea.
I still wasn’t even sure if joining the group was the right decision.
But being around them now made me hope that maybe one of them could help me find the answers I needed… as long as no one asked me too many questions.
Samantha?” said a low yet feminine voice.
I looked up and saw Karen, blocking my path towards the door. Uh-oh.
I need to talk to you.”

Voices in the Theater - Chapter 2

Truths & Half Truths



Four more people came into the room while Migs was talking about the “short history” of the group.
And Migs really had a way of making it sound simple, and short.
So that’s it,” he concluded. “After five terms of trying to make this an official org, we’re now having our first meeting.” He smiled that little boy smile, but his intelligent eyes made him look serious and grown up.
I knew there was more to the story Migs told. There was something he wasn’t saying. But I didn’t want to think too hard about it.
Sir Julius nodded, then turned to Aris.
Well…” Aris began, smiling, “obviously, I’m here because that’s what friends do—you support each other, no matter how crazy your friend is.” Migs looked at the floor and chuckled beside him. “So when Migs had this wild idea for creating gadgets that could capture ‘ghostly activities,’ I had to sign up as his first member.
I’m not really sure if I believe in ghosts,” Aris continued. “Haven’t seen any myself. But Migs’ theories make sense, and I like having a fun non-school project to use up the little free time I have. It reminds me of the real reason I’m taking this hellish fcourse that’s ruining my life.”
We laughed. Aris seemed like a really nice, easy-going guy.
I guess it’s my turn,” Richard began. He had a thoughtful expression on his face. One corner of his mouth was turned upwards, and his head was tilted slightly towards the ceiling. He looked like he was laughing at a secret joke, and was deciding whether or not to share it. “The truth is…” He faced the group now, the one-sided smile still on his face. “I’m here because this is exactly the kind of org my dad would never approve of.”
Aris laughed out loud, Lana giggled, and Migs chuckled. Everyone else smiled, except for Chynna. She still looked bored.
Well, that’s very self-aware of you, Richard,” said Sir Julius. Even he was smiling. “Is there any reason you like getting that kind of reaction from your father?”
Richard’s smile broadened. In one comical movement, he bared his upper teeth, ufsed them to bite on his lower lip, and simultaneously scrunched up his nose—he looked like a bunny monster. Then his smile went back to lopsided normal.
Hmm. I’m pretty sure it has to do with the fact that after college, I’m gonna be his slave for the rest of my life. So I might as well do anything I want now, right?”
Richard ruffled the hair at his nape after he said this, then adjusted in his seat as he stretched his long legs in front of him. Chynna just kept on playing with her arrow-straight hair.
Sir Julius nodded. “I understand.” His thoughtful expression made me believe he did understand.
Okay, my turn,” Lana chimed. Her voice, like her face, reminded me of pixies. She leaned slightly forward in her seat as she addressed the group. Her smile was bright and sincere. “Unlike everyone else in this ghost hunting club—”
Migs faked a cough.
“—I mean, paranormal research group,” Lana corrected herself, her smile growing wider, “I actually joined because I believe in ghosts. Well, more than ghosts, really. I mean, I believe in God. I also believe there’s a heaven, and a hell, and that angels and saints are real. So I’ve always thought that, if they’re all real, then evil spirits and demons and the devil must be real too. Same thing with ghosts.”
Her hands moved animatedly as she talked. Her words had a strange effect inside my head, like a fog was clearing up. Almost like I wanted to accept her words as the truth.
Which was crazy, of course. In fact, if she’d said any of those things out loud in my old school, she would’ve been given unflattering nicknames behind her back—there are many variations for the word crazy—and she would’ve lost all her friends and never made new ones again.
But as I looked at the faces of the people in the room, I didn’t see any hint of the reaction I expected. Some of them were nodding, and the others were looking at Lana like they believed her. Even Chynna was looking at Lana with interest.
That’s good.” Sir Julius smiled and nodded. “So far we have two members who believe that ghosts exist,” his hands gestured towards Migs and Lana, “Two members who’d like to use scientific theories to gain hard evidence about whether or not ghosts exist, and a member who’s… neutral.”
Richard chuckled as everyone glanced his way.
Sir Julius now looked directly at me.
It was my turn. And I didn’t know what to say.
Yes, I knew my reason for being here. But I didn’t know if I could tell them the truth.
I took a deep breath. “I’m here because…” I looked at the ten different faces in front of me. “Because I’m… looking for answers.”
Migs’ deep set eyes grew more serious as he seemed to study my face. Aris tilted his head. The four new people who’d come in and sat behind them now leaned forward to take a better look at me. Lana’s face was now just inches away from my cheek.
Can you explain?” It was Sir Julius who asked. His voice was comforting in the middle of all that scrutiny. His question sounded like an invitation that I could either accept or refuse, and either way it would be alright.
I looked at Sir Julius, and tried to be honest. “I’m not sure I can.”
You’ve had a strange experience before, and you want to make sense of it,” said Migs suddenly. It was both a statement and a question. His voice sounded slightly deeper when he said it, which made me look back at him. There was a slight darkening in his deep-set eyes. Suddenly, a clear single thought flashed in my mind:
He’s talking about himself.
Yes,” I answered, simply.
It was true.
Granted, it was an extremely abbreviated version of the truth, but the truth nonetheless. I was beginning to realize that Migs really had a gift for summarizing things so briefly yet accurately—whether or not he was aware of it.
Oh,” said Richard. He gave me a crooked grin. “I’d like to hear that story sometime.”
Chynna frowned.
I smiled politely. “Maybe. Sometime.”
Lana briefly squeezed my hand. Her smile was reassuring, as if she was saying, “It’s okay. You don’t need to say anything else.”
Good.” Sir Julius nodded. “That’s a very good reason for being here. Is anyone else looking for answers, like Sam?”
An older-looking guy in a white collarless uniform raised his hand from behind Aris.
Peter,” he said, introducing himself. “Peter Cartalaba.” Aris turned a few degrees sideways in his seat so he could get a better look at Peter, who was sitting directly behind him.
Peter’s slightly wavy hair was clean-cut, with a slight hint of bangs resting on his forehead. His voice was measured—cultured—and coming from his chest. “I’m actually in my second year of medical internship now. Which is why I’m late—I just came from a 24-hour shift at the hospital.” He smiled openly. “Actually, the school doesn’t really see me as a student anymore. And I really don’t have much time for extracurricular stuff like orgs.”
The girl to his right (who was also wearing a white uniform) nodded in silent agreement.
But something happened to me,” Peter continued. “Well, something happened to one of my patients. She died. But somehow we brought her back, and when she woke up she said she’d been to heaven.”
Lana gasped beside me. The smile on her face was joyful as she hung on Peter’s every word.
She’s only twenty-three. My patient. Let’s call her Tina. She’s part of this Charismatic group, so I’m not sure if that influenced her experience.
She was leaving this building after a Bible study of some sort, when she got sideswiped by a car. Dragged her almost ten feet down the street. Hit her head on the pavement, broke a few bones. Her friends quickly rushed her to E.R. She was gone for a few minutes. When she… came back, she seemed very sure about what she saw.
Tina said that after she died, she saw herself leaving her body. She said that she’d never felt so free in her life—like she was everywhere and could feel everything at once. Then she gazed down at her body, and it looked so small and worn out that she didn’t want to come back to it.
Then she saw this bright ray of light shining from the ceiling. She went up to it, and the next moment she found herself alone in a garden. But she could hear music all around, so she didn’t feel alone. In fact, the music seemed to come from inside her, vibrating through her. Tina said the music was so comforting, like it was embracing her with sound. For some reason, it made her absolutely sure that she was deeply and incredibly loved.”
The breath I didn’t know I’d been holding came out in a gasp. But no one noticed, because everyone was just as focused on Peter’s story as I was.
Music. I knew that kind of music… I’d heard it too. Once. The first time… the first time I started hearing things. Music so strong it vibrated through you. Music that enveloped you until you felt like you were being embraced.
But then, she heard a voice in the music,” Peter continued. “It was telling her to go back to her body, that it wasn’t her time yet. When Tina woke up, she was back in her hospital bed, and every part of her was in pain. She keeps telling everyone what happened, and the way she tells it, you want to believe her.”
We were all silent for a few moments.
Peter smiled. “You should see her. Her face is… different. Like she’s incredibly happy—definitely not like a young woman in a neck brace and double leg casts. Sometimes when I feel tired, I just pop into her room to say hi. I always feel a bit lighter afterwards.”
That is amazing,” Lana whispered. “I’ve got goose bumps!” She showed me her arm.
A near-death experience,” said Sir Julius, nodding. “That’s another angle we can explore here.”
Definitely,” agreed Migs.
I looked at Migs when he spoke, and at that exact same moment his eyes met mine.
His eyebrows were slightly knitted. He was asking me a question in his mind.
What happened to you, Sam?
Did he know I could hear his thoughts? I was sure he didn’t, but it bothered me anyway. I looked away.
I have a not-so-heavenly experience,” said the girl to Peter’s left.
She was big-boned, with golden brown skin and beautiful wavy hair that seemed to reach her knees as she sat. Her smile was bright, and she began her story with a flourish that assured us we would be entertained. “It happened just last term. I’m part of the drama club, and we spend a lot of time rehearsing for our plays. We usually practice in the Little Theater on the third floor of this building. You’ve all been to the Little Theater, right?”
Everyone nodded, except me.
So last term we were there, having our dress rehearsal for Avenue Q, with the puppets and everything? It was, like, two in the morning, and our show was scheduled for seven PM that night. So I was standing on the stage with my puppet—I was playing Kate…”
She now stood up, and went near the door where there was more space for her reenactment. “I’m Eartha, by the way,” she added, smiling. “Eartha Tejada.” Eartha gave us a little wave, before she continued:
So I was standing over here, and my partner Jason—he was playing Princeton—he was standing on this side. There were just the two of us onstage, and there was Chris at the piano, with the rest of the cast seated in the front row as the audience, Mark and Jethro were up in the booth, manning the lights.
Like I said, it was early in the morning, and we really wanted to finish and wrap up. I was holding my puppet with both hands like this, and I was looking at this cassette tape that my puppet, Kate, was holding. When I looked up at Jason to say my next line, I saw something move near the curtains behind him..."
One minute Eartha was speaking, with every head in the room turned to her direction.
The next second I was hearing other things, other voices, and it was like someone had taken a remote and put Eartha on mute.

Voices in the Theater - Chapter 1

Reasons



There were fewer students today.
I didn’t expect the university to be this empty. But I liked it.
There was less noise. Less whispering. Fewer stares.
Of course, it most likely had to do with the fact that it was a Saturday. And that it was only 6:54 AM.
I stepped out from under the white concrete arch, out into the open hallway that overlooked the tree-shaded main quad.
Yes. I liked it.
Not the fact that I had to wake up early to go to school on a Saturday. Especially when I don’t even have a Saturday class. But being in the university, with its open spaces and grass and trees, so early in the morning with fewer students…
It was… relaxing.
I could hear the rustling of the leaves. Feel the soft breeze and sunlight on my face. If I closed my eyes, I knew I would even hear the birds.
I breathed in the morning quiet one more time, then turned around and went back into the building’s main corridor. A few steps later, there was the sign on the wall. I followed the arrow, turned right, and made my way up the stairs.
I took a bite of the cheeseburger in my right hand. Chewed. Took a sip of coffee from the Styrofoam cup in my left. My book bag bumped dully against my right hip as I reached the second floor landing, which opened into a hallway.
The floor here was shiny. The tiles reflected the yellow rectangles of light coming from the open balcony at the other end. But despite the sunlight, the whole floor felt musty; it was more of a feeling in the air than an actual scent. A feeling of age, and history.
There was a small sign over the third door, which was slightly ajar: LS204.
As I pushed the old wooden door in, a sudden thought flashed in my mind.
There are five people here.
The door creaked softly, and by the time I’d gotten it fully open five different faces were turned my way.
Hi there,” said a guy in a white shirt and faded jeans. He was sitting on one of the chairs that had been arranged in a circle in the middle of the room. He’s the leader, I thought. There was the hint of muscles on his chest and arms, outlined under his shirt. He was slightly taller than most of the guys I’d met so far. His deep-set eyes were intelligent and analyzing; his smile reminded me of an excited little boy.
Hi.” I smiled politely. “This is the ghost hunting club, right?”
A small laugh came from the girl seated three chairs to his right. She looked familiar, but I wasn’t sure why. Slightly chinky eyes, straight hair cut into a bob that nicely framed her face. It made her look pretty and pixie-like. Even though she was wearing a black shirt, denim miniskirt, and calf-length leather boots, she still looked… sweet.
She’s in Psych, too. Block 8. Lana Chan.
The thoughts came out of nowhere.
You’re Samantha, right?” she asked me. Her smile was sincere and friendly. “The girl from the U.S.? New Jersey, right?”
Yes. Ex-pat girl, that’s me. Samantha Davidson.” I gave everyone in the room a nod, then took the seat next to the smiling girl. “You’re Lana Chan.”
A look of pure surprise mixed with her smile. “Wow. You must have a gift for remembering names.”
I shrugged.
Richard,” said the guy to Lana’s right, leaning over slightly and nonchalantly waving a hand at me. His long legs were taking up a lot of space in front of him as he sat; he had that relaxed look of someone who owned the world.
The girl next to him rested her head on Richard’s shoulder, her arrow-straight hair spilling over his sleeve and arm. She looked bored. “Chynna,” she said. “I’m not part of the group.”
Okay.”
My name’s Migs,” said the guy in the white shirt. He’d actually left his chair, and it took him only two strides to stand in front of me. He looked rather intense and formal as he extended his hand.
This made me feel slightly nervous. The boys here behaved differently from the guys back home. And sometimes it seemed like they meant different things with the same gestures. Still, I shook Migs’ hand.
He’s in Physics, Second Year. The guy in the seat next to him is his best friend.
I'm Aris,” Migs’ best friend called out to me by way of an introduction, although he remained in his seat. His smile was as friendly as Lana’s. Everything about Aris was a slightly darkened version of Migs: darker skin tone, thicker—therefore darker—eyebrows, a thick head of black hair. He was even wearing a black shirt with something written on it in silver; only his jeans were light and faded.
Hi.”
Migs returned to his seat, but was still looking at me. “We’re just waiting for our club adviser, and then we can start.”
Man, I still can’t believe you got this approved,” Richard told Migs, smiling. “How’d you get a professor to sign on as a ghost club adviser?”
It’s not a ghost club, it’s a paranormal research group. There’s a difference.”
And that difference is why I signed on.”
We all turned towards the door. This time, I actually knew the person standing there.
Good morning everyone,” said Sir Julius, my professor in General Psychology.
He moved to sit behind the teacher’s table, and looked at us one by one. Those intelligent eyes behind the glasses seemed to rest on me when he declared: “Why don’t we start by finding out why we’re here?”

Voices in the Theater - Prologue



Samantha’s room was quiet.
Too quiet, thought Grandma Marie, especially for a thirteen-year-old who’d just spent two days whining about missing her best friend’s party.
Grandma Marie put her book aside, crept up the stairs, and quietly pushed the door open.
There were three huge lumps on the bed. The lumps were too large to be mistaken for a girl, and too still to be a breathing human being. Grandma Marie pulled off the blanket, and met nothing but pillows.
Within minutes Grandma had taken the house keys, grabbed her purse, and locked the front door behind her. She knew Andy probably wouldn’t approve of her leaving the house at night. But she also knew that Andy would definitely make things worse for Samantha if he found out she’d disobeyed him and snuck out of the house. Their father-daughter relationship was already strained enough as it is. Besides, Grandma knew where Libby’s house was, and it was only a few blocks away.
The street was quiet, and the air was cool.
The faint sounds of music and laughter came from somewhere near.
Grandma Marie walked briskly along the sidewalk, as briskly as she could without straining herself. She made sure to keep her breathing normal as she walked. That’s what Andy would’ve told her.
The sound of squealing tires got her attention. She stopped and looked around to see where it was coming from.
The headlights shone right into her eyes, blinding her. Before she could even move, she felt her breath knocked out as something hard violently hit her waist, and for a brief moment she felt like she was flying.
Then she heard the crunch of her own bones as she collapsed into a heap, felt the sudden crack of her skull as it hit the pavement, and smelled the thick blood that spurted and seeped through her scalp, spilling onto the concrete within seconds.
The pain was instant, and it was horrible. She didn’t know which part of her hurt the most.
Her body started to shake, and her eyes began to dim.
Vaguely she heard the sound of car doors opening and slamming shut.
A young woman’s muffled voice was saying “Oh my God, oh my God!”
Somewhere near her, a male voice said, “We better call 911.” But his voice was shaking.
Grandma Marie tried to open her eyes, but the world was quickly growing dimmer around her.
She tried to speak, but her body was shaking too much.
Samantha,” she wanted to say. “Please take care of Samantha.”
She didn’t know if anyone heard her. She couldn’t even hear the young people’s voices anymore.
The darkness was clouding her eyes. The pain came in long explosions, inside her head, inside her chest, overpowering her.

Three blocks away, at a dining table littered with red paper cups of varying amounts of soda and beer, Samantha stood, trying to decide what to do.
She held one of the paper cups in her hand, and beside her Eric Taylor stood smiling.
Come on Sam. It’s just a sip. It’ll help you relax.” He tilted his head as he looked at her with those clear blue eyes, the irises slightly hidden by a thick fringe of blond eyelashes.
Sam smiled back, then raised her cup towards him in a toast. “Okay.”
She casually brought the cup to her lips.
Samantha,” said Grandma Marie.
Sam was so startled by her voice, she dropped her cup and spilled beer all over Eric’s pants and shoes.
Aw, shoot Sam!” Eric glared at her, and his twisted expression surprised and disturbed Samantha. She’d never seen him angry before.
On top of that she was already panicking, looking to her left and to her right. She knew there was no way she was getting out of the punishment waiting for her. But where was Grandma Marie? Was she hiding somewhere to spare her the humiliation? Or was she standing somewhere conspicuous, about to embarrass her in front of her friends and ruin her life forever?
She didn’t see her anywhere.
Samantha moved past the still-angry Eric and a few other people in the dining room. She went out the open sliding glass doors that led to the pool.
Libby was standing next to Mike at the edge of the pool. She was laughing at something Mike said, and as she threw her head back she saw Sam approaching.
Sam!”
Hey.” Sam paused in front of her, and gave Mike a brief smile. “Sorry Libby, but I gotta bail. I think my grandma’s here.”
Here? Are you sure?”
Well, I haven’t really seen her, but I heard her call me. I think she’s around, maybe outside. Maybe she doesn’t want to embarrass me.”
Let’s hope.” Libby’s mouth twisted into a slight frown. “Okay, I’ll see ya.”
Bye.”
Sam made her way around the pool area to the front of the house. Just as she was stepping onto the sidewalk, an ambulance sped by in front of her, moving towards the direction of her street.
Samantha,” Grandma Marie’s voice said.
Sam whirled around. But she was alone.
Her heart was suddenly gripped by a strange fear. She didn’t know why. She just knew something was horribly wrong.
Sam started to run.